for these 4 days...i admitted that i was a bit mad and confused.
but...it is over for now. whatever happen in the future, its god's will..We are friends..not more than that. I have to admit, not easy for me to accept other man again when there is someone beside me. I try as i can not to give him hopes..I know he understand.
For you, arcj..if you read this..I am very sorry...I havent changed.I still with you...but i really need time.this thing is beyond my imagination. My heart need to heal first, and i know it is similar with yours too.
i am a stupid girl..i know...i am Sorry...