Sunday, February 8, 2009

HE...HIM...and ME

it almost 4 years we have not been contacted with each other...suddenly here he is...knocking my fs door...asking to be one of my friend...can you imagine my feeling?seems like my heart dropped!

at first, i dont even know should or shouldnt i approve his request...my hand shivering...can hear my nerves and heart throbbing hardly and tears waiting to drop.Am i over reacted?i dont know...

for those who know our story, they might understand why am i reacting like that. It such a looooong....story. Full with frustuated,sadness and sorrow...yes...an unforgettable moment in my life...five years,five years my life with love but bitter...five years with hope and it last with a broken heart.

I'm confuse with my feeling. I'm happy that at last we meet again even though in this virtual world. I also afraid that someday...my feeling towards Aizat will change...Its frighten me so much...should i happy?Should i regret?someone...please help me...i couldnt handle this situation even after so many years...and to you my dear Aizat...I hope you understand...it is so difficult for me...He is my past that i cant forget...Sorry for those who not satisfied with my statement...i'm such a loser in this situation...

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